How much do you want change? Do you really, really want it? Do you want it enough to make yourself so uncomfortable as you build the life you say you want? icon_smile.gif
Because you can change it with just an hour a day, in two months. Take out your calendar, mark out two months from today, your life will change, and for the better. All you need to do is
1) Read the Book of Psalms aloud to yourself one hour a day for a month; AND
2) Read the Book of Proverbs aloud to yourself one hour a day for the next month.
Have to warn you though, that if you are used to having your life in the pits, any improvement will at first feel strange, uncomfortable and scary. And that's why many people would rather be miserable than take the necessary action to actually improve their lives with the help of God.
Hope that's not you, Jimmie!
Be blessed! icon_smile.gif